Tuesday, September 16, 2008

I don't care, I honestly don't care anymore. I am willing to forgo our friendship cause it clearly doesnt mean anything to you anymore.

You say that we haven't been able, or rather, haven't been, spending alot of time together as compared to what we used to. You say you miss all the old days, but have you EVER stopped and wonder WHY we haven't been able to go out as often as we used to? HAVE YOU? You say that we don't have time, that we're busy with school work and our timetable clashes, granted, for mondays to thurdays but a load of BULL for fridays. I have been able to meet my other friends almost every friday, even when we're not in the same school and I know what time your school ends on friday and it isn't much later than mine. The reason why we, nono, YOU, dont have time for me, and clearly not the other way round, is that since you've found HIM, you just HAVE TO spend EVERY SINGLE SECOND WITH HIM. Even when we're together, you constantly and messaging him. What's the purpose of that? You might as well just WALK AWAY AND GO FIND HIM. Obviously, he is more important than me so just go. I don't want you to feel obligated. GO IF YOU WANT. You used to tell us, when we asked you out on saturday, that saturday you cannot go out. OHHHHH. REALLY? How come now you can spend the entire saturday with him? You know, when you go into a relationshio and find yourslef losing all your friends and making friends with all his friends, it means you're in too deep. I can't help you anymore. I don't wanna be your friend cause at this point in time, I'm only being a fair weathered friend to you cuz I no longer talk to you about things that happen in my life. The only time I talk to you is when I have to ask you questions. And I'd rather not be a friend at all than be a fair weathered friend. Cuz fair weathered friends are much worst and I'm not sinking to your level.

YOU YOU YOU. It was never about ME. It was never me cause I have always been here for you. But ask yourself, have you always been there for me? Tell me, what's has recently happened in my life? If you can't say anything, it means you havent been there. SIMPLE. CLEAR AS CRYSTAL.

Even if you apologize, I may never well forgive you. Even if I do, I will never forget this. My friends, let this be a lesson learnt, that it is an absolute CARDINAL SIN to neglect your best friend in favour of your boyfriend. Remember this: your best friend was there BEFORE him, your best friend is there when you're with him but more importantly, your best friend will be there AFTER him. That is if she doesn't leave you. So I'm speaking out for all best friends, read, digest and learn.

Goodbye my friends.

I BANGED at 5:45 PM