The human heart has hidden treasures,
In secrets kept, in silence sealed.
The thoughts, the hopes, the dreams, the pleasures,
Whose charms were broken, if revealed.

Can we please talk about the white elephant in the room?

Seriously, how old are you to be doing such to stupid thing like this? And how can you expect me not to freak out when you know how much I am againt what you're doing? The fact that you even asked me not to freak out only goes to show how much I ought to be freaking out.

I guess the saddest thing is that I can't figure out why is it bugging the hell out of me when it's clearly not bugging the hell out of you. Maybe it's because I simply care too much and maybe I should stop. After all, you did. 

Truth be told, as sadden as I was when you told me the truth, I wasn't all that surprised. With the way you've been running your life, I figured it was only a matter of time. You were always on a slippery slope.

On one hand, I keep telling myself just because you're doing a bad thing, it doesn't make you a bad person and that I shouldn't be judging you because you sin differently from me. On the other, we've had a deal for years that if this ever happened, we'd smack some sense into the each other. So I can't decide. I can't decide what to do.

I have a feeling the only reason why we're still seeing each other is because we're obligated to do so, out of the many years of our friendship. The sad truth is that we hardly have the same interests anymore. Every single time we meet, you always seem more interested in doing something else and honestly, so am I.

This would be the stupidest of reasons to end an eighteen year friendship but if you couldn't bring yourself to tell me about this earlier, then do you even still consider me your friend? Funny, because those "friends" you have, we'll see whether they'll end up caring this much about you as I do. Perhaps as much as I did.

We all know no matter what people say, no matter what I say, the ultimate choice is still yours. Just as you made the choice to start, you can make the choice to stop doing it.

Can we please talk about the white elephant in the room?

Seriously, how old are you to be doing such to stupid thing like this? And how can you expect me not to freak out when you know how much I am againt what you're doing? The fact that you even asked me not to freak out only goes to show how much I ought to be freaking out.

I guess the saddest thing is that I can't figure out why is it bugging the hell out of me when it's clearly not bugging the hell out of you. Maybe it's because I simply care too much and maybe I should stop. After all, you did. 

Truth be told, as sadden as I was when you told me the truth, I wasn't all that surprised. With the way you've been running your life, I figured it was only a matter of time. You were always on a slippery slope.

On one hand, I keep telling myself just because you're doing a bad thing, it doesn't make you a bad person and that I shouldn't be judging you because you sin differently from me. On the other, we've had a deal for years that if this ever happened, we'd smack some sense into the each other. So I can't decide. I can't decide what to do.

I have a feeling the only reason why we're still seeing each other is because we're obligated to do so, out of the many years of our friendship. The sad truth is that we hardly have the same interests anymore. Every single time we meet, you always seem more interested in doing something else and honestly, so am I.

This would be the stupidest of reasons to end an eighteen year friendship but if you couldn't bring yourself to tell me about this earlier, then do you even still consider me your friend? Funny, because those "friends" you have, we'll see whether they'll end up caring this much about you as I do. Perhaps as much as I did.

We all know no matter what people say, no matter what I say, the ultimate choice is still yours. Just as you made the choice to start, you can make the choice to stop doing it.

Melissa
wants to be happy

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